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Insomniac

Insomniac

It is a price that I had to pay”, you said that night I had the courage to go and chat with you. I should have answered that it was a price you were not obliged to pay rather it was your choice or subconscious that made the iceberg you are right now. Maybe it took six long months in order for what I said to seep through the ice; I am indeed quite elated when I noticed subtle improvements with the way you handle everyone(but me). People change, right? Every single detail in my life evolved; from the people surrounding me to the way I handle people. I have changed. And this time I do not expect for something from anybody (but myself).

If you wake up at a different time, in a different place, could you wake up as a different person?

Chuck Palahniuk, Fight Club (via quote-book)

(via weareimmortalunderthestars)

“Expecting the best of someone who takes your words as nothing will only make you sink to the pit of hoping something will change while in reality, all of it is worse. Sitting side by side with that someone while being on the brink of losing control; bursting, saying the things left unsaid, questions making its own way out of your mouth. Doubting the little steps you did in order to change something, only to conclude you made a mistake while executing those last steps. Asking yourself repeatedly about what happened or if did it happen at all. Exhausting yourself to force things off your mind, thinking you have moved on. Overall, your life moved but your heart had been left astray somewhere in the dark yet to be found but near enough to be felt by the hand. -ACSB”

Expecting the best of someone who takes your words as nothing will only make you sink to the pit of hoping something will change while in reality, all of it is worse. Sitting side by side with that someone while being on the brink of losing control; bursting, saying the things left unsaid, questions making its own way out of your mouth. Doubting the little steps you did in order to change something, only to conclude you made a mistake while executing those last steps. Asking yourself repeatedly about what happened or if did it happen at all. Exhausting yourself to force things off your mind, thinking you have moved on. Overall, your life moved but your heart had been left astray somewhere in the dark yet to be found but near enough to be felt by the hand. -

ACSB